music

people say that you can excape to music... it'll help you through tough times. and it will some times have that effect. if you listen to a song, and just let it flow through your body, you can almost exclude the world around you.

Many sayings

so i have hear alot of very interesting saying's over the past 11 years. and some i would like to share. "Whe life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousend reasons to smile."..."Behind every girls smile, theres a boy who put it there."..."i love you foreve_. not R because that would be the end of forever."..."isnt it strange how one person can make your heart skip a beat?"..."Better to have loved and lost, then to have lived the rest of your life with a complete shyco."..."You laugh because you have him, i laugh because i gave him to you."..."looking for the perfect girl? go buy your self a barbie doll."..."Honey, if your going to be two-faced. at least make one pretty."... i dont know, i just remember some of these and wanted to share them with you. when i think of more, i'll post them.

Divorced Parents

Well, some people know my parents are divorced. some people say, "oh how sad!" or "I'm so sorry, thats terrible!" yes, well in some factors it is very misfortuness. but in others, i think its worked out quite nicely. my dad had my older sister Ashley, when he was 17. her mom then also had my brother Nick when her and my dad were 19. Natelie was there moms name. she was like a child, she never looked after my brother or sister. she left it all up to my dad. and so, they never did get married. and later, my dad met my mother. my mom had to learn to be a mother very quikly, to look over Ashley and Nick. 4 years later, they had Nicole. 15 mouths later, they had there greatest, and most beautiful child, me. haha, no. so by the age of 26 & 27, they had 4 kids. buesy, buesy, buesy. my mom had to job, and my dad was always working. we went to linwood, and i loved it. it didnt have much educationl things to offer, but it was home. my mom and dad constently fought. my mother not cleaning ever. my dad never being home enough. so, when i was five, they divorced. Ashley moved out at age 15, and when my brother was 16, he was gone as well. my mom moved out of the house into an apartment. not the good kind, the kind where kids have guns and get drugs from their own parents. but i didnt complain. there was no reason, most of them were my friends. my mom would come home and see me hanging out with them, and then take me back home. she never did like any of them. so then, my mom was fed up with what she called, "the hood". she then met Shaun, a secssesful Indian doctor. she moved in with him. my dad then hit a great point in his work, giving him enough money to move into a larger house. so we did. leaving linwood behind in a new persuit of acoplishment. now here i am, sitting in my mom's boyfriends computer room telling you this. she now cleans constently, every waking moment. she has a job at Low's, at the little coffe shop. every week day. my dad isnt a workacholic. he works from home now, so i see him ever day... i get two bedrooms, two referigerators, two computers, two t.v's, two houses, two bathrooms... i feel like Noah has been here... hehehe, but yes, its rough at first, but it all comes together.

7th grade

Yes well i am going into 7th grade. scary i think. 8th graders, not to scary... and i even noticed that some of them are quite cute! but the thing that suprises me, is the lack of courage i have in myself. people are drowing in their own acheviments. when i strive to be better. most of the kins i am with, are intelagent beyond my comprehenshen. for insticence, Kelli. she's bright with a great future ahead of her. and i feel like her standers are to high to reach. (not for her that is) and some times i wonder why they would put me in the same group as so many smart children... (Uh, i hate calling me or any one of my friends "children.") 6th grade had taught us to be prepared to 7th grade. higher expectaions, more homework, meanier teachers, they say its the "real world." but none of that scares me. well, the mean teachers might. but what is truly the only thing we have to fear, is friendship. i am so lucky to have gone to evergreen this year. i've met so many wonderful people. when i first came i thought of only negative things. and i knew i would never fit in. but the people there welcomed me with open arms. and if i hadnt gone there, i wouldnt know any one next year. and i am sure gald i know people, because some of the people i will be in school with until the end of high school!! maybe even beyond that point... and i am very lucky to have them...!!!
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Heather and my sprained fingure

So this was a few days ago, but i rember it crystle clear. So i had Heather, ((My bff)) over to spend the night. and we went to the park to play basket ball. we were trowing it back and forth to one a nother. and then shooting it when we felt like it. but you see, she threw the ball at me, and i was soo not prepared for it. i put my hand in front of my face to block it. and it made my fingur go ALL the way back words. OUCH!!! it hurt really bad. but, i didnt want her to know. so we kept playing, and that made it worse. so now its 2 times bigger, and greenish/purple... yucky i know!

friendship

Hello, my name is Mady. This little blogg is about my friends. and how much they mean to me!! I'll list there names and how speacial they are to me... Heather, your my best friend!! i can talk to you about anything! we have wayy to much fun together. you can always put a smile on my face by making me laugh. and i know we'll be friends for ever! Mary, your such a sweet heart! you care about every one's feelings, almost like they were your own. and you always are talking, your many stories about prerrie view kids make me smile. Melissa, you are beautiful! you never feel pretty, and when all they guys tell you, you are, i know you love it. you are so active, and are always up to something. you can never sit down, you HAVE to be doing something with your life. Naomi, your adorable! you are always having something to say, your middle name should be gossip. your always holding in some juciy new story, or even just something people want to know. Becca, mrs. athletic! at the olympics it was no suprise at how well you did. your very well fit, and theres nothing wrong with your apperince. you dont believe your pretty, but you would be suprised at how pretty you really are. Kelli, there are so many kind words to describe you, but none can add up to your incredable sweetness. you are always there to cheer some one up, your the first on to jump into conforting those who need it most. you want to be friends with every, and show kindness to every one. even when they dont deserve it. you always have a smile on your face, even if your day is crummy, and you always know what to do in any situation. Kristi, I LOVE YOU BABE!!! your so funny with your witty come backs. you try to please all, but some times with some people you get fed up. you know when to hold on to something, and when to let go. your very uniqe when it comes to guys, and you know how to have fun... there you have it!! Now there is only one word, that can describe my friends... Family